Apex

Yep, okay, I was a little bit fired up
Is losing heart just part of the game?
It's somethin' I'd been thinking 'bout right
I'm at opposite end
Just an amateur diver
Was in over my head this time
But I'm stripping it down to size
It was a reckoning I found
It wasn't up to me
And in the chaos, I got crowned
As some bizarre believer
I know that nothing can take this away from me
But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired
Somewhere out on the way

I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life
I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight
I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now
It's not all that bad, how could you understand?

And you always said that's life
To want such favoring
But then you never had felt that way
And though there's nothing that takes this away from me
It's such a long time, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired
Somewhere out on the way

I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life
I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own
Insight
I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now
It's not all that bad, how could you understand?

(How could you understand?)
(How could you understand?)

I know that nothing can take this away from me
(How could you understand?)
I know that nothing can take this away from me
But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars