Affection (Demo)

[Verse 1]

I don't wanna be defined

Never wanted you to find me

As I'm broken by design

I'll keep this in mind, would you say that I'm alive

Would you say you're truly living

With the time you've spent inside?

I just wanna know

What's the reason I'm alone?

Is she ever coming home?

Will I ever leave a legacy?

A part of me to grow

Never meant to wander down on this road

A couple minutes more

So I can pour my thoughts on my phone

[Pre-Chorus]

I can't be the only one who knows this

Aphrodite told me no one noticed

When I left your room

You told me I was the only one for you

You broke my heart, baby, how could you?

(Could you?)

[Chorus]

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind the time I spend

Tryna mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection

[Verse 2]

Fragile and light, a lot like the ashes

Burning so bright, a box of lit matches

I want your eyes the same way you saw me before

I miss the life we once had together

I miss the fights we won’t have

Remember all of the times I've told you I'll always be yours?

(Such a pretender)

[Pre-Chorus]

I can't be the only one who knows this

Aphrodite told me no one noticed

When I left your room

You told me I was the only one for you

You broke my heart, baby, how could you?

(Could you?)

[Chorus]

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind the time I spend

Tryna mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection

[Bridge]

I used to be all of the time

Back when you used to be mine

Been a while since you had left

But why can't I leave you behind?

I still feel the pain

I'm with someone else now

But it's not the same

[Chorus]

Late nights we stayed up talking

Deprived of sleep but I loved it

I fell for you when you held me

Blind to the lies that you tell me

You could break my heart again

And I would not mind the time I spend

Tryna mend my broken complexion

Want your toxic affection