trying

[Intro]

(Okay)

[Verse 1]

I hold onto patience for them

And reflect their mannerisms when I can't focus

Tired of selfish things I've said but never really spoken

I can't take back what I did when I forgot

So, I lack poise and, yeah, I noticed

But I drove it into the ground like it was poison

And I said I got a problem, will you show me?

But just because I need your help, don't mean it’s important

And now

[Bridge: brakence & Ballerina]

(None of us knows, Major. We don't know who we are)

You know

(We don't know where we are)

(Maybe we're on a spaceship)

You know

(Going to another planet)

(Maybe we're all insane)

You

(Or maybe this is a mirage, an illusion)

(Perhaps that's who we are)

[Verse 2]

Just know, I'm trying

But I faked you out on my end

And behind those shaded words

I partake in limbo, not violence

'Cause I'm just trying to feel like

More than my entry

I can't tell by deceit I'm alright and

It's 'bout time I show I've been lying

'Cause I can't wait back for it here

The only fear I'm in love with is pointless

I don't need luck, I need somebody's help for a minute

'Cause I've tried long enough

Pray I lost, I am done

[Bridge]

Change my mind 'cause I'll be broken if there's nothing left to say

[Verse 3: brakence, Ballerina]

Just know I'm trying

But within a second it's timed in

(I've just never heard of them before)

Minding every word, and it's taking over afraid to love

But I will keep you around

You say I'm onto something, I doubt it

I find God in mind

Now I'm waking up and taking on my pride

(brakence)