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[Intro: Dale Warren]

Poverty's paradise

I don't think I could find a way to make it on this earth

(I've been hungry all my life)

[Verse 1: Bright Campa]

I beat yo' ass, keep talkin' back

I beat yo' ass, who bought you that?

You stole it, I beat yo' ass if you say that game is broken

I beat yo' ass if you jump on my couch

I beat yo' ass if you walk in this house with tears in your eyes

Runnin' from Poo Poo and Prentice

Go back outside, I beat yo' ass, lil' nigga

That homework better be finished, I beat yo' ass

Your teachers better not be bitchin' 'bout you in class

That pizza better not be wasted, you eat it all

That TV better not be loud if you got it on

Them Jordans bеtter not get dirty when I just bought 'еm

Better not hear 'bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter

Better not hear you got caught up

I beat yo' ass

You better not run to your father

I beat yo' ass

You know my patience runnin' thin

I got buku payments to make

County building's on my ass

Tryna take my food stamps away

I beat yo' ass

If you tell them social workers he live here

I beat yo' ass

If I beat yo' ass twice and you still here

Seven years old, think you run this house by yourself?

Nigga, you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one-

[Chorus]

If I could smoke fear away

I'd roll that mothafucker up and then it take two puffs

I'm high now (High!), I'm high now (High!)

I'm high now (Huh), I'm high now (Huh)

Life's a bitch

Pull them panties to the side now

Pull them panties to the side now

[Verse 2]

I'll prolly die anonymous

I'll prolly die with promises

I'll prolly die walking back home from the candy house

I'll prolly die because these colors are standing out

I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitching

I'll prolly die at these house parties, fucking with bitches

I'll prolly die from witnesses leaving me falsed accused

I'll prolly die from thinking that me and your hood was cool

Or maybe die from pressing the line, acting too extra

Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate

I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges

Body slammed on black and white paint, bones snapping

Or maybe die from panic or die from being too lax

Or die from waiting on it

Die 'cause I'm moving too fast

I'll prolly die

Tryna buy weed at the apartments

I'll prolly die

Tryna defuse two homies arguing

I'll prolly die

'Cause that's what you do when you're 17

All worries in a hurry, I wish I controlled things

[Chorus]

If I could smoke fear away

I'd roll that mothafucker up and then I'd take two puffs

I'm high now (High!), I'm high now (High!)

I'm high now (High!), I'm high now (High!)

Life's a bitch

Pull them panties to the side now

(Pull them panties to the side now)

Now

[Verse 3]

I grew accustomed to more fear

Accumulated ten times over throughout the years

My newfound life made all of me magnified

How many accolades do I need to block denial?

The shock value of my success put bolts in me

All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?

Is it for the moment, and will he see me as Job?

Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?

My biggest fear was losing it all

Scared to spend money

Had me sleepin' from hall to hall

Scared to go back to Section eight with my mama stressing

Thirty shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus

What is an advisor?

Somebody that's holding my checks

Just to fuck me over and put my finances in debt?

I heard a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered

How did the Bad Girl feel when she looked at them numbers?

Type of shit'll make me flip out and just kill something

Drill something

Get ill and fill ratchets with a little something

I practiced running from fear

Guess I had some good luck

My biggest fear was being judged

How they look at me reflect on myself, my family, my city

What they say about me reveal if my reputation would miss me

What they see from me would trickle down generations in time

What they hear from me would make 'em highlight my simplest lines

[Verse 4]

I'm talking fear

Fear of losing creativity

I'm talking fear

Fear of missing out on you and me

I'm talking fear

Fear of losing loyalty from pride

'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God

I'm talking fear

Fear that my humbleness is gone

I'm talking fear

Fear that love ain't livin' here no more

I'm talking fear

Fear that its wickedness or weakness

Fear, whatever it is, both is distinctive

Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth

And I can't take these feelings with me

So hopefully, they disperse within fourteen tracks

Carried out over wax

Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back

[Outro]

Fear

What happens on Earth stays on Earth

And I can't take these feelings with me

So hopefully they disperse within fourteen tracks

Carried out over wax

Wonderin' if I'm living through fear or living through rap

Damn