My_World's_Women

Black woman I've failed you

I've not found a way out of my 18th century dungeon cell

By conditioning

I've abandoned everyone

I've turned my weakness to madness

I've

Lost my first born to the care of Nazi starlets

I've made allies with the matrons in the prison clinics

I've been fitted with the dinner jackets of house servants

And tycoon mixers

I've sat idle as the village

The ancestral cradle

Was rezoned

I've submitted traditional song to the staff writers of mans blight forevermore who resolve our collective memory and rapidly scorned fees

But you deserve more

A stomach full of direct sun

A marvel block carved into your likeness...

Nubian kings huddled at your primordial oven

With tunneled skies to your inner ear adjacent star nebula

As their birth certifcate

As their hand drawn self-portrait

Genuflecting followers who submerge your feet in kisses

Their points of view engorged

Heavy with volumes of fact-checked personal prayers

Betangled bushes

Being hugged childproof with opened heads

And a lover enhanced or

Ever exchanging with your dynamo

But instead there's this

Preschool day homes hosting blind cut labatomies

Identity affirmations from the etherized wives of African problems

Greek bathhouse timeshare owners

Fighting in style

Rolling their necks

Sucking their teeth

Snapping fingers

Those wagging wands of incandescent power

And us adrift

Lines of codes abridged

Correlated as hermetically sealed servings of bespoken content

Your enflamed lips as gerter

To thw father of gynocology's medieval playhouse

Black Woman I've failed you

I've not found a way out of my resized 21st century profile pic

A long con

I've abbreviated colonial periods with inflattering song structures

I had sold mama's house to yuppy playwrites of science fiction

By vomiting embalming slush into a body mold

I have offered the pseudo-self

A warped take on the outlier

A gene jumble

A fulcrum of web 2.0 patchwork

A petrifying shot to woe your figurine

Black man as organ farm

But you deserve more