Love Myself

Badly beaten self-esteem has got me needing you
Call you daily just to bathe in words you speak
Lately I've been feeling maybe you found someone new
Like a dog im dragged along your loveless leash
Guess I'm good enough to be the one you call on lonely nights
But as soon as someone better comes along you push me to the side
Say you love me to spit right in my face
But who's to blame
I'm the one that seats and waits

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself
Trust is a word I won't use
You left me on read just to toy with my head
Still you call me when you've been abused

Pick me up to pull you out of any whole you're in
Cry to me, apologize and lie through tears
A self respecting soul would walk away from hopelessness
But hope is somethin' I hold onto more than fear
I fear losing you but really you've been lost before we met
And I would cut it off if I could find the will to block ya texts
Leave me please I can't be dragged along
But Friday nights I'll be sitting by the phone

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself
Trust is a word I won't use
You left me on read just to toy with my head
Still you call me when you've been abused

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself
Trust is a word I won't use
You left me on read just to toy with my head
And still you call me when you've been abused

'Cause I love you like I wished I loved myself
Trust is a word I won't use
You left me on read just to toy with my head
Still you call me when you've been abused