here & now

Don't know why I won't say to you
What am I thinking or what's on my back
I'm alive but so cynical
Steady one minute and so cold the next

Yeah I light a lone cigarette
And I like what you're sayin'
Here am I with no bitterness
Now the sunlights on my back

I'm better in the west coast, don't lie
Better when I'm over fighting the feeling
Even when we're walkin', sometimes
Feel it come away, I'm light on my feet, oh
Here & now
All at once
And I know they don't listen
But I find myself slipping through moments that pass
How long have I been here?
I think I went missing got lost somewhere else
Can I hide in your silhouette?
I don't like what they're saying
Live a life with no bitterness
Now the sunlights on my back

I'm better in the west coast, don't lie
Better when I'm over fighting the feeling
Even when we're walkin, sometimes
Feel it come away, I'm light on my feet, oh
All at once
I noticed that I would miss it all
If you ever left me alone
I'd fill my time, tilting my mind
Bringing me oh further down
I noticed that I would miss it all
But you never left me alone in this
When I lived in my mind
You're bringing me back here & now