I Am Now

[Verse 1]

I’ve been sitting in the stillness

Like I've never done before

Withered whips of wanting

I whittle on the floor

I’m carving out my life

Each stroke is calm and sure

I am now oh and how I’m opening the door

[Verse 2]

Maybe it's like a river how

It empties and it swells

Maybe it's like a season

On the other side it tells

But I won’t leave until you start

Cause I’m a dog with a dog’s heart

Oh I am now, oh and how

We never really part

[Verse 3]

Am I moving closer ?

Sometimеs I just can’t tell

I still climb the tower at midnight

Just to ring your bеll

And maybe it's like the moon

How she empties and she swells

Oh I am now oh and how

Time will only tell

[Verse 4]

There’s an ember in my heart

That’s never been blown

There’s a river in the dark

That’s never been shown

And if I close my eyes

Will I lift up and disappear

Oh I am now oh and how

I float away from fear

[Verse 5]

I’m making friends with emptiness

Past and future isn’t real

Time it ain't no line

But it takes everything I feel

And though it seems a constant stream

I’m sure there is a shore

Oh I am now oh and how

I’m opening the door