Choir Song (I Feel Dumb)

I wanted you so bad I couldn't look you in the eye
Took me in the bathroom stall, I broke my phone screen on the tile
It felt poetic, you regretted it, you're right
I made an Irish exit, never been good at goodbyes

Now I feel dumb
I look stupid in front of everyone
Preaching, teaching the choir a song
You wouldn't tell me to shut up, but I think that's what you want

Tried to take my mind off it, counted things that I could see
The dresser and the bed, all the books I didn't read
I called you to say sorry and you just said, "What for?"
I said, "Never mind," I won't say anything more

Now I feel dumb
Spent that summer ignoring everyone
Couldn't bring myself to get that cracked screen fixed
So when you sent me your love, I only got half of it

Tonight's your farewell party, everybody's gonna cry
Don't like sentimental shit, didn't even go inside
Kinda freaked out on the way home, left some paint on the divide
What the fuck did you expect? I've never been good at goodbyes

It's alright
Fucked up my car, but everyone was fine
Mostly, I just feel dumb
I look stupid in front of everyone

I feel dumb
I feel dumb