Breaker

[Intro: Che Noir]

Uh, yo

[Verse 1: Che Noir]

It's hard to believe the goals I've accomplished, I know my purpose

Fans pay a check for my name that I wrote in cursive (Yeah)

It's hard to embrace the love sometimes, I know I earned it, but

Considerin' what I've been through, it feel like I don't deserve it (Nah)

My biggest lesson, had to stop dealin' with friends expectin' me

Them nights I lost sleep for a bag made me obsessed with dreams

But ever since my brothеr died, I haven't slept at pеace

'Cause all them losses left me clumsy, so I'm bad at catchin' Z's

Heartbreak is brittle, I play with pencils, my brother play with pistols

Hate the mission, my scars ain't physical, all my pain is mental

Pray at temples, we cry tears, can't wipe away with tissues

Same love I should've received from them, I'm afraid to give you

Responsible for kids who ain't mine, was takin' care of three

My habits made it hard just to let a nigga take care of me (Facts)

Had to bear arms from my heart, I had to wear on sleeves

Now I'm seein' handouts from people that I barely see

[Verse 2: 7xvethegenius & Che Noir]

Uh, it's heartbreakin' the lack of relation the blood in your vein gets

Not only gets cold, lonely alone, it gets dangerous

First, you know they down for the role, then it changes

Second, they split, quick to forget, they complainin' (Uh)

Entitlement rival with idlin' rappers I hang with

Hangin' themselves, cuttin' 'em off, shit is drainin'

Nobody was there when them tears were shed (Huh)

Slept in the bed my grandmother died in, was tired

Was sparin' my enemies, I turned to a lion, ain't lyin', was scared

The months turn to years, I was cryin' but fightin'

How dare you tell me them niggas fuckin' me over didn't propel

My niggas that died ain't offer the ride of gettin' me here (Uh)

You have only been known bitches and fences, I'm in the trenches (I'm in the trenches)

I know of all the stenches and sniffin', could tell you shittin' (Uh)

They say if you ain't bein' used, you're useless

It's hard to let your guard down when you been scarred, that's what the truth is (That's what the truth is)

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