Why Would I

I be feeling sentimental
'Til I go through our thread again
It's the principle
That bring me down to all five of them
Senses, it's really quite offensive
Promise, I could give a fuck about your "true intentions"

Let's keep it elementary
You weren't there when I needed you to be
It's unclear why you reaching out to me
Full transparency
You got troubles, you got demons I can't reach
It's the season, I can't feed that energy

So, why am I
Apologizing to you?
You said I'm distant, that's true
But why?
Why (why would I) would I (why would I)
Apologize to you (to you)
For being used? (Why?)

To be fair, I set it up so perfect
You walked in and out of my best days
Fuck all my burdens
To be fair, I should've, could've, would've spoke up
In the end it would've broke us
No matter what I bought up

But a girl can dream, can't she? (Girl can dream)
That the worst extreme can't be (worst extreme)
That the things you say you mean
But you weren't who I thought you'd be

So, why am I
Apologizing to you?
You said I'm distant, it's true
But why? (Why?)
Why (why would I) would I (why would I)
Apologize to you
For being used? (Used)

I thought it did everything right
And we were both excited
I know opposites attract
But I thought we were so united
Now, when I wanna travel down our old road
I remember how stubborn, short, and cold
You were to me, it jogs my memory
Brings me right back to my reality

And why would I
Apologize to you?
To you?
Why (why would I) would I (why would I)
Apologize to you
For being used by you? (Used by you)

Why would I
Apologize to you?
You said I'm distant, that's true
But why (why would I) would I (why would I)
Apologize to you (apologize to)
For being used?
That's crazy