Panicked and Paralyzed

[Verse 1]

I'm at the laundromat folding the sleeves to my t-shirt's back

Watching that cycle spin, my socks look like fish jumping

Scrolling through Craigslist just wishing I had IBS

To qualify for a medical test and pay all my good friends back

[Chorus]

I, I get panicked and paralyzed

I got habitual perversions and manic aspirations

Just to get myself out of bed

Dig myself from the pillow and walk the sleep out of my head

[Verse 2]

Looking at the shower knobs, the cold handle is labelled hot

The light switch is outside the door, I find faces in the tile walls

I used to get blemishes on my skin

Look like someone sank a battleship

Now when they call me handsome, I don't wanna believe them

But you know that I try

[Chorus]

I get panicked and paralyzed

My hair line is losing real-estate

My forehead is expanding my face

I spend 5 minutes a day just pulling my hair from the drain

[Instrumental]

[Verse 3]

I can get mad so fast and pulse defies reason

When I don't search for words to explain

And I wind up hurting someone

I look for a receiving end to place my frustrations

But because they start with me its the only place their gonna end

[Chorus]

I, I get panicked and paralyzed

And all of my thank-yous are for your understanding

Proceeding an apology

Was I ever really lucky or was it just others

Was it just others favors and sympathies

[Outro]

I'm gonna get so better, turn on like this

Not knowing how to say how I feel

Catch me honking at student drivers with my head on the wheel

Catch me honking at student drivers with my head on the wheel