Sleeping Lotus

Sleeping lotus
Wake up, wake up
I've grown restless, searching through the darkness
Longing to prove myself (and rise out of the dirt)
A glimmer of hope dampened by constant defeat
Reaching through oblivion, God set me free
I feel weightless, I'm falling under
An endless dream, eternal slumber
I'm lost, I'm too far gone (too far gone)
Show me a sign so I can follow Your every word (Your every word)
Lost sight of who I am, God, no one understands
Sleeping lotus
Wake up, wake up
Sleeping lotus
Wake up, wake up
Stagnant, complacent
Anxiety's chokehold pulls me down
A tattered lily amongst the dancing waters
Iridescent beauty waiting to be found
I've grown restless, searching through the darkness
Longing to prove myself (and rise out of the dirt)
A glimmer of hope dampened by constant defeat
Reaching through oblivion, God set me free
I feel weightless, I'm falling under
An endless dream, eternal slumber
I'm lost, I'm too far gone (too far gone)
Show me a sign so I can follow Your every word (Your every word)
Lost sight of who I am, God, no one understands
(Encompassed heart, time ticks away)
(A weathered seedling, I wither and decay)
God, water these roots and drown out the doubt
Nourish my purpose, turn me inside out
Illuminate Your design
I'll leave the old me behind
Arise sleeping lotus
A fever dream (fever dream)
Drowning the flower that never blooms
Repeating the cycle, the darkness consumes
(I feel weightless, I'm falling under)
(An endless dream, eternal slumber)
I'm lost, I'm too far gone (too far gone)
Show me a sign so I can follow Your every word (Your every word)
Follow Your every word
Wake up, revive the light, purge the dark
Wake up, renew the mind, restore this heart