i’m not doing well

[Verse 1]

You're on the phone with your mom

You look happy

I'll sit on the couch with the dog

While she's napping

I'll wait my turn

But I have to say something

Before I lose my nerve

[Pre-Chorus]

Haven't been sleeping

Haven't been eating

Or I'm just eating too much

Haven't been cleaning

Haven't been feeling

I think I should tell you

[Chorus]

I'm not doing well

It's hard to say it honestly

Don't know how to ask for help

When I don't know what's wrong with me

I hope saying it out loud

Makes it less scary

I'm not doing well

I'm not doing well

I'm not doing well

[Verse 2]

You hold my hand

And I struggle to let you

You say you've known for a while

But it's nice to hear me say it

You're holding space

And I don't wanna takе it

I'm trying to learn how

[Pre-Chorus]

Haven't been sleeping

Haven't been еating

Or I'm just eating too much

Haven't been cleaning

Haven't been feeling

I know you can tell that

[Chorus]

I'm not doing well

It's hard to say it honestly

Don't know how to ask for help

When I don't know what's wrong with me

I hope saying it out loud

Makes it less scary

I'm not doing well

I'm not doing well

I'm not doing well

[Bridge]

I'm not doing well

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[Outro]

Look me in the eyes

Tell me you're not worried about me

If I look away, if I cry

That's a good thing