Gimme Some Annihilation

Was his halo burning bright when he tried to ruin my life?
Everyone says it's divine to forgive but I can't lie - I wish that he would die

Would you love me any less if I said I was obsessed?
Everyone says it's diving to forget but I can't lie - I wish that he would die

If you see above my head a halo then you're probably blind
cuz I turned my back on Jesus' tears for good when turned his on mine
And if you can't see me as the lamb in this you're totally lost
cuz it was me at the slaughterhouse trembling and paying the cost

So gimme some annihilation
gimme some poetic death
give my hands the strength of reason to strangle out his final breath
he's as good as gone