Flight Risk

Never known the difference
What is love and tell me what is pain?
Love is gonna hurt me in the end, so isn't it all the same

I'm a flight risk
Never gonna land the plane
I can see the roof of your house
I know you're home safe

I don't wanna hesitate
I'm, I'm gonna anyway

Take it as an act of kindness
If I never let you in
I'm a fucking game that even I don't know how to win
And I would stay if I believed you needed me to live
Hope you can forgive me for leaving like, this

I, yeah, you know how it is
I, I never could commit

And I know it's not alright, okay
What I feel I can't communicate
Maybe I could get out my own way
Give, give, give myself a break
Yeah, you know I need someone to blame
Here I am, I'm cursing on my name
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't like myself when I get this way

Ah-ah, ah-ah, I don't know how you stay
Ah-ah, ah-ah, you do it anyway

Never known the difference
What's a chapter, what's a single page?
Hard to wrap your arms around a memory when a memory fades
Deeper, we get deeper, we get deeper
Never knowing if it's safe to
Just see where it takes you

It's all learned behavior
My past comes in layers and layers
Changing for you isn't nature
And If I didn't let you know
I'd come back to it later, baby

And I know it's not alright, okay
What I feel, I can't communicate
Maybe I could get out my own way
Give, give, give myself a break
Yeah, you know I need someone to blame
Here I am, I'm cursing on my name
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't like myself when I get this way

Ah-ah, ah-ah, I don't know how you stay
Ah-ah, ah-ah, you do it anyway

Never known the difference
What is love? And tell me, what is pain?
Love is gonna hurt me in the end, so isn't it all the same

I'm a flight risk
Never gonna land the plane
I can see the roof of your house
I know you're home safe