Smking To Dth

I'm trying my best and

I'm doing less and less and

I know i could have called her

And I know I could be bolder but

I'm thinking less and less and

Been smoking to my death bed

Not really just a little

And damn I'm feeling so belittled

Why do you have to be so

Cold and uninviting

You don't think I'm the best but

Don't think I don't detest the way

You go on and on and

Pretend that nothing's wrong and

I want a little sister

And I have one and I miss her

I'm trying my best and

I'm doing less and less and

I know I could have called her

And I know I could be bolder but

I'm thinking less and less and

Been smoking to my death but

Not really just a little

Damn I'm feeling so belittled

Damn I'm feeling so belittled

Why do you have to be so

Cold and uninviting

You don't think I'm the best but

Don't think I don't detest the way

You go on and on and

Pretend that nothing's wrong and

I want a little sister

And I have one and I miss her