holding back

One, two, three, four
I've come to the conclusion I'm a loser
I got all of this love, I'll give it to ya
I got a little message from my user
Remember when I was down bad in the booth hurt
Remember when I wanted this to end
I'm really sorry that I stalled, guess I'll go quick
And if it bothers you I could really just give it back
I've already come to the conclusion I don't miss you

Don't call me a loner because I'm a nerd
I love my mom but she gets on my nerves
I would do anything, give you the world
I would do anything, give me the world
I wake up early, appreciate the burst
I gotta not sit back all because I'm cursed
Especially I forgot all about my fucking babies
Do they even have a purpose if you ignore them? 'Cause I kinda don't know

Why can't you wanna look at me?
Why's it so hard to be happy?
I can't stop these thoughts from burning
I just want it all to fall down
Why can't you wanna look at me?
Why's it so hard to be happy?
I can't stop these thoughts from burning
I just want it all do fall down
Why can't you wanna look at me?
Why's it so hard to be happy?
I can't stop these thoughts from burning
I just want it all to fall down
Why can't you wanna look at me?
Why's it so hard to be happy?
I can't stop these thoughts from burning
I just want it all to fall down

Said you wanted me gone but now you fuckin' up
How 'bout you blind me like no more, your jig is up
We 'bout to stay for a minute, you can't get rid of us
All you got to say is smoke me, call, we're rollin' up
If I get wit it my nigga, you're getting clipped dawg
You send a bullet, I promise, I'm sendin' ten more
Destruction of the wicked, love to see this shit, I do
I do
I do
I-I-I-I-I-I
Said you wanted me gone but now you fuckin' up
How 'bout you blind me like no more and your jig is up
We 'bout to stay for a minute, you can't get rid of us
All you got and say is smoke me, call, we're rollin' up
If I get wit it my nigga, you're getting clipped dawg
You send a bullet, I promise, I'm sendin' ten more
Destruction of the wicked, love to see this shit, I do

And I know that
And I'll live in the back of your head
Try to run but you can't get away from this
Back of your head
Try to run but you can't get away from this
And I'll live in the back of your head
Try to run but you can't get away from this
Back of your head
Try to run but you can't get away from this