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d4vd – Birthday Suicide (2023) | Track profile | Dork

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Birthday Suicide

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Birthday Suicide

Release date: 8th September 2023

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About This Track

"Birthday Suicide" is a track by d4vd, released 8th September 2023. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 19 articles about d4vd.

About the Artist

d4vd

d4vd

Lyrics

Birthday Suicide

[Intro]

Dear mom

It's my birthday

Happy birthday to me

Dear dad

It's been the worst day

And in the worst way

I'm still alive

[Verse 1]

I don't wanna be here

The candles don't even fit on the cake

I don't want my birthday no not today

[Chorus]

Blessings on blessings

Curse after curse

And every passing second

For better or for worse

I don't see

The better anyways

I just choose to believe

I'm not okay

[Verse 2]

Dear mom

I still love you

And i thank you

For life again

Dear dad

I still cherish times we had

Didn't see quite eye to eye

[Outro]

But that's alright

Goodbye

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Track details

Birthday Suicide

2023

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Release year

2023

Credits

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Writer: d4vd

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Selfish Affirmation ft. Emily

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News

D4vd has been arrested on suspicion of murder in connection with death of missing teenager

No formal charges yet filed as case heads to District Attorney's office

17 Apr 2026 • 6:20 am

d4vd has released 'Locked & Loaded', Fortnite’s first official anthem

d4vd has released 'Locked & Loaded', Fortnite’s first official anthem

FNCS debut arrives September 4th, with Lyon championship streaming live on Twitch.

4 Sept 2025 • 9:26 am

d4vd has announced a deluxe version of his album 'Withered Deluxe', dropping a new song with Hannah Bahng

d4vd has announced a deluxe version of his album 'Withered Deluxe', dropping a new song with Hannah Bahng

d4vd announces summer release of 'WITHERED DELUXE: MARCESCENCE' and drops new collaborative single 'L.O.V.E.U' with hannah bahng.

1 Aug 2025 • 10:02 am

d4vd and Stray Kids' Hyunjin have dropped a collaborative new single, 'Always Love'

d4vd and Stray Kids' Hyunjin have dropped a collaborative new single, 'Always Love'

d4vd and Hyunjin collaborate on 'Always Love', combining their distinct styles after expressing mutual admiration for each other's work.

27 Jun 2025 • 2:12 pm

d4vd is teasing his debut album with new single 'One More Dance'

d4vd is teasing his debut album with new single 'One More Dance'

d4vd announces debut album 'WITHERED' for April release, exploring a rose's lifecycle and relationship breakdown, alongside new single 'One More Dance'.

7 Feb 2025 • 1:31 pm

d4vd has announced his debut album, 'Withered'

d4vd has announced his debut album, 'Withered'

Rising star d4vd has announced an April release of debut album 'WITHERED' while preparing for his upcoming Coachella appearances.

4 Feb 2025 • 5:37 pm

d4vd has released an acoustic love ballad, 'There Goes My Baby', amid his sold-out tour

d4vd has released an acoustic love ballad, 'There Goes My Baby', amid his sold-out tour

The acoustic ballad comes amid his sold-out international tour and upcoming festival appearances.

13 Jul 2024 • 7:32 pm

d4vd has announced a huge summer headline run

d4vd has announced a huge summer headline run

Titled the My House is Not a Home Tour, it'll see the buzzy upstart playing his largest venues to date.

19 Mar 2024 • 3:20 pm

d4vd has shared an introspective track inspired by moving, 'My House Is Not A Home'

d4vd has shared an introspective track inspired by moving, 'My House Is Not A Home'

You can read more about what he's up to in the December 2023 / January 2024 issue of Dork.

8 Mar 2024 • 12:44 pm

Recent Dork cover star d4vd has shared two new tracks, 'Leave Her' and '2016'

Recent Dork cover star d4vd has shared two new tracks, 'Leave Her' and '2016'

You can read more about what he's up to in the December 2023 / January 2024 issue of Dork.

9 Feb 2024 • 9:48 am

Hype List 2024: d4vd: "It's easy to get caught up in the noise, but it's so important not to lose the magic"

Hype List 2024: d4vd: "It's easy to get caught up in the noise, but it's so important not to lose the magic"

d4vd's cinematic journey is swiftly taking him from cult bedroom pop fave to global sensation.

6 Dec 2023 • 4:24 pm

Introducing the bumper end-of-year double issue of Dork, featuring our annual new music extravaganza, the Hype List

Introducing the bumper end-of-year double issue of Dork, featuring our annual new music extravaganza, the Hype List

We've got five covers, loads of new names, our Albums of the Year list, and loads, loads more.

5 Dec 2023 • 5:00 pm

d4vd: "When everybody feels misunderstood, it's cool to have an artist that you gravitate to"

d4vd: "When everybody feels misunderstood, it's cool to have an artist that you gravitate to"

Regularly racking up so many streams it looks like someone fell asleep on the number bit of their keyboard, d4vd is well and truly breaking through.

26 Oct 2023 • 10:33 am

21 Savage and d4vd have teamed up for a new single, 'Call Me Revenge'

21 Savage and d4vd have teamed up for a new single, 'Call Me Revenge'

It's from Call of Duty: Modern Warfare III.

20 Oct 2023 • 2:42 pm

d4vd is celebrating the release of his 'The Lost Petals' EP with a new video for 'Rehab'

d4vd is celebrating the release of his 'The Lost Petals' EP with a new video for 'Rehab'

You can read more about what he's up to in the October 2023 issue of Dork.

8 Sept 2023 • 9:49 am

d4vd has announced a new EP, 'The Lost Petals'

d4vd has announced a new EP, 'The Lost Petals'

He's also unveiled a new single, 'Notes From A Wrist'.

18 Aug 2023 • 9:11 am

Holly Humberstone has teamed up with d4vd for her lonely new single, 'Superbloodmoon'

Holly Humberstone has teamed up with d4vd for her lonely new single, 'Superbloodmoon'

Her debut album 'Paint My Bedroom Black' is slated for release on 13th October.

28 Jul 2023 • 10:29 am

d4vd has dropped a new single, 'WORTHLESS'

d4vd has dropped a new single, 'WORTHLESS'

The new single follows on from a recently completed sold out tour.

10 Mar 2023 • 11:32 am

d4vd has announced his debut headline tour, including a new London date

The run kicks off on February 17th at the White Oak Music Hall in Houston, Texas, and will conclude on March 3rd at Baby's All Right in Brooklyn, New York.

11 Jan 2023 • 4:39 pm