whats real

[Intro]

You were one of my best friends, and um

There's a lot of alcohol in my system right now

If you could just ignore all of this message, because—

Because, I miss you so much

[Verse 1]

November 2016, I was selling at the high school

Nobody ever caught me, but I spoken too soon

In the back of a police car, I forgot whatever I knew

I ain't telling nothing, do the same if they ask you about—

[Chorus]

How you make me feel

I get so high, I forget what's real

[Verse 2]

Ha, I've been looking through the junk mail, tryna see if I can find you

Baby said that she forgot me, huh, do I need to come rеmind you? Huh

Maybe we nevеr talked enough, or smoked enough, or maybe I don't like you, huh

Every time you ever did me wrong for way too long I stood beside you, what?

[Bridge]

'Cause it don't even make no sense

I tried to give you all my cents, I even started drinking less

But I'm still so messed up in the head

Maybe I should try to settle for less, maybe I should ask my mother what's best

I don't even like it when you getting undressed, even when we're home alone we don't ever have sex

I'm talking 'bout—

[Chorus]

How you make me feel

I get so high, I forget what's real

I'm sorry, this is bullshit

How you make me feel

I get so high, I forget what's real

[Outro]

My mind is numb, my body's heavy

I'm on the run, will you catch me? (Baby, don't do it, baby, don't do it)

I'm sorry that I'm crying right now, but I'm drunk, and um

I miss you