Party (Middle Farm Session)

I seem to burn straight through
I think I've lost my head
I'm tryna keep my cool
My friends are vanishing
I fear the time wipe out
For fear that I'd forget
The worst night of my life
Or even worse, the best
You seem disappointed that your stories got lost
Down a hole in the back of my head
All the infinite speaking and the secrets you told
Well, I swallowed them all, then I crunched the ice
And I refuse to believe that there's a problem, you see
I could stop if I want, I just don't want to yet
I creep the volume up, I've gotta drown myself out
She's a rattlesnake, some stereo mind game
I play with myself
Yeah, she's on repeat
Throwing up memories
That haven't deleted
I'll burn right through
I'm scared I've lost my head
I'm tryna keep my cool
My friends are vanishing
I fear the time wipe out
For fear that I'd forget
The worst night of my life
Or even worse, the best
I still recoil at the thought
My head in the clouds, talking chaos
Get flashes from hours dancing in some house
You were my escape, while a stereo serenades
The song on repeat
It's hard to believe a thing
When my mind skips the scenes
Everything disappearing
I'll burn right through (you)
I'm scared I've lost my head (yeah)
I'm tryna keep my cool (cool)
My friends are vanishing (yeah)
I fear the time wipe out
For fear that I'd forget (yeah)
The worst night of my life
Or even worse, the best, the best
Yeah

Yeah