See the mirror in your eyes See the truth behind the lies Your lies are haunting me Listen (169) This is a tale of two men, this is Jekyll and Hyde Have you ever had a war with your mind? It's like I'm two men Tryna juggle college and money but this is useless 'Cause either way one of them suffers because of music Telling Jussy on the phone, bailiffs climbing windows Tryna run up in my home and take everything I own Them girls will never know, the choices that I made All the nights that I pray got aired to the road that I chose Bruv, I'm local to home, making phones calls for dough I implode or I blow? But you couldn't buy my attention, it's either there or no You ever spoken to the devil? You'll lose the fear in God He doesn't come round here, it's crazy right? How a judge can give a life and take a life I nearly died that night, it's crazy right? That's why you don't get involved when they play with knifes Nah, but let me tell you about my life, I came from a family of five If I try to tell my story swear down you would cry But all you need to know is I've lost every single man inside my life And so I lost my way It's like who do you follow when your time feels borrowed And your idols gone astray? My words carry weight It's like who do you follow when your time feels borrowed And your idols gone astray? And so I put my heart in my friends Started writing bars, I was trying to be the hardest on endz And then we split half of the endz A few altercations in a week, we lost half of our friends We was selling draws, and then a little more And back then all the girls in the school were busy giving corn I never had a fresh trim, I had braces This is for the brudda's in life that weren't rated Started thinking way beyond my age when I hit 17 I had a smile of a child but a mind like I'm 23 I mean 35, I lived a dirty life Around a bunch of man I didn't feel like Shirley's guy And now these clowns couldn't sit with me Literally, I stand on my own like Sicily I've never been known for wifing hoes and twitter beef I'm tryna turn green and white to red like Italy I don't need to chat shit my family is active Madness, I've seen death like sign language And lifes so precious, I don't want wanna die so young Real talk I don't like this pressure Man are still beefing over endz We don't own this land and we don't like this weather Man are still beefing over money and you're all broke Outside your endz there's a life that better Outside your endz there's a life that real With a job and a wife that's real Three baby mums and a whip, that's fake Leaving your kids that's fake, man you kids so lame I shouldn't need to say what's real This is common sense for the man who got their head set straight I have to state the obvious, youth's move proper sick Trust me these bars are for dem mans sake So listen, now it's like Dave man you have to blow 'Cause I've seen pain like Nagato Yeah, you know my picture, you ain't never spent a day inside my camera roll Thinking about my image, younger donnies' listen And this message that I'm giving is so easily miswritten I wanna say, leave the beef alone and chase the figures Man, I wanna say, leave the beef alone and chase the figues But it's never been that simple When you get 'em hold the dippers I'm leading by example, all them little nigga's on that trap wave Jump off, that is not gonna run I don't care about how many doors you got on your car No one cares about how much corn you got on your gun Man, they wanna hear your story, this trap thing bores me And word to Jamal my time soon comes shortly If your my right hand then my beef is your beef My vid' is your vid', the scene can't ignore me 'Cause when I turned 14, I wasn't cutting cake in a party For my B-day, I was online hitting sales like E-Bay See music is a change, still chasing snitches Why you lying to the jakes? Get nicked, get a deal, then set fire to the rain Passa is never worth it, trust me man knows Them youths look raggo, them boy there plateaued Died in battle, I still wonder why we had burners from young Like Alexandre Pato They're beefing with these low lifes, for them cold nights I'm tryna make music my whole life I can't do it on my own fam I won't lie So if you're on your own grind and you don't know a bag of man You can be my Santan Danielle or my Halli Tam If you're on your own grind and you don't know a bag of man You can be my Santan D-- This is Jekyll and Hyde Have you ever had a war with your mind? It's like I'm two men This is a tale of two men this is Jekyll and Hyde Have you ever had a war with your mind? It's like I'm two men 169, you feel me?