Marigolds

Do you regret your life today, 'cause your camera roll?
No, it can't be wrong
Like a mouse stuck in a maze
Did you belong to someone else?
When you were aching
Saying my name and pulling off your blouse

And are you afraid of getting old?
Losing your looks and
Your perfect shape and all the boys you know
And do you imagine that it's all your fault?
That I went away
That I ran to her and that I hardly ever call

I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry

And I'm afraid to belong to you
But you took me in as the fires raged
And you fed me soup
And the blood of marigolds met the air
As the city burned
I was in your arms and in your grandma's prayers

But I will not forget the way it felt
Being alone with you
On the edge of love and strung out on your smell
And there's still a moment when my stomach sinks
Like I got it all wrong
And you were the one and it makes me think

I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could

I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could

I wanna tell you
I wanna tell you I'm sorry