c u (track: ao)

[Verse 1]

Ya know It's kinda funny when I think about it, really

I should stack up all these feelings till they brush against the ceiling

Appealing little solitary world of my own machinations

Involuntary sorta dedication to the ba-ba-backwards ideology that no one really gets it

Upsetting to a fault, but hey, denial's even more pathetic

Piling up rhetorical questions, suggestions

Sorry, what? You guessed it, I'm still in outer space

Erase me from any kind of preconceived notion of living day to day life in automated motion

Cause my speed? A little too high speed

Work until my hands bleed, guaranteed I didn't have to keep

Bein' somewhere that I didn't fit was too much stress, and so I ran away to somewhere I belonged even less

And you could guess... that it was the beginning of something

The craziest year of my life

[Chorus]

But I can see the end of the Dream on the horizon, the lies and delusions that I told myself. But was it a mistake to escape? Well, I couldn't tell ya, cause every minute here has been heaven and hell

Guess it's finally time to let the fantasy end, though I wanted to see you, and I can't pretend that it's fine. I guess until next time, then

Because I genuinely believe: I'll definitely see you again

[Verse 2]

I've convinced myself, with no ones help, I'm better off looking for the reason to my rhyme, in the meantime

Even if you happen to forget about me, that's alright because I do it all the time!

Seems everybody's lookin for a hand to hold

Well, what the hell are pockets for if my hands are cold? Besides, the happily ever after is always fleeting

(But would anybody hold my hands if they're still bleeding...?) Forget it

Sure, I'm an "artist" don't doubt it, no ands ifs or buts about it

Yet even so, surprising that the status quo would allow it

While the kids are still stuck in their million dollar houses, with their home makin fakin tennis playin spouses

Recounting my days there, believing I was next, though I gotta say the disdain was hard to disguise

Like destiny was telling me I had no choice

Couldn't forget about a voice across the ocean that said otherwise

[Chorus]

But I can see the end of the Dream on the horizon, the lies and delusions that I told myself. But was it a mistake to escape? Well, I couldn't tell ya, cause every minute here has been heaven and hell

Guess it's finally time to let the fantasy end, though I wanted to see you, and I can't pretend that it's fine. I guess until next time, then

Because I genuinely believe: I'll definitely see you again

[Outro]

But I guess I'll go home now