Worst Pain

[Intro: Kevin Gates]

I wake up every morning

With the weight of the world on my shoulders

Feeling like the strongest man in the world

But I ain’t Hercules

[Chorus: Derez De'Shon]

When trying to make a million, you’ll lose everything

Have you wondering is it worth it

And I know nobody’s perfect

But all the shit I’m going through, do I deserve it?

I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose

Showing love but not to see it is the worsest

Pain that I ever felt, the worsest pain that I ever felt

[Verse 1: Derez De'Shon]

These rap niggas lying, they don’t sleep in a trap

They don’t wake up to a nigga throwin' a brick in they lap

And I don’t glorify the dope boy lifestyle

Sick and tired of living the poor boy lifestyle

Laying with the chopstick and the baby nine

Ready to take a nigga out if he play with mine

Baby momma call, background baby crying

Tried to ignore her but she called 'bout eighty times

One house with ten nigga, mind on the same thing

And you the only one that ain’t been to the chain gang

And they asked you to keep rapping so we can change things

And since they told you to start trapping been hard to maintain

[Chorus: Derez De'Shon]

When trying to make a million, you’ll lose everything

Have you wondering is it worth it

And I know nobody’s perfect

But all the shit I’m going through, do I deserve it?

I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose

Showing love but not to see it is the worsest

Pain that I ever felt, the worsest pain that I ever felt

[Verse 2: Kevin Gates]

(Get him Gates)

I’m a little overweight but no one’s perfect

Down on bended knees, Boyz II Men, seeking purple

Just wanted a bad bitch to find me attractive

Clothes dirty, make it difficult when finding me attractive

Sucked up the slack, picked up a fumble and made it happen

After the snap, started punting, pray I don’t get tackled

Know what it take, don’t do what it take 'cause I pray for balance

Misperceiving me in the media, I ain’t pray for glamour

Real street niggas in Atlanta who play with falcons

Surveillance on my home and phone while I pay for cameras

Talked about in church, when it hurt get upset

Wondering which one of my loved ones gonna turn on me next

Gates

[Chorus: Derez De'Shon]

When trying to make a million, you’ll lose everything

Have you wondering is it worth it

And I know nobody’s perfect

But all the shit I’m going through, do I deserve it?

I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose

Showing love but not to see it is the worsest

Pain that I ever felt, the worsest pain that I ever felt

[Outro: Derez De'Shon]

When trying to make a million, you’ll lose everything

Have you wondering is it worth it

And I know nobody’s perfect

But all the shit I’m going through, do I deserve it?

I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose

Showing love but not to see it is the worsest

Pain that I ever felt, the worsest pain that I ever felt