Autoaggression

I'd rather destroy myself than be destroyed by you

Autoaggression - better than being destroyed by you

I cannot cope with things oppressing me

But I can punish the people who love me

Banging my head against the wall

Take away any chance to live my life the way I want

Not my fault, not your fault anyway

I don't want to live, I don't want to die

Pain I feel - pain you feel - feel it now

I always used to hide my emotions

Because I think no one really wants to know

The things that I can feel inside

Inside of me where nobody knows

What is going to be

Hurting me feels good to me

And lets my hidden self go

To be free