Autopilot

Had to fix my mindset
My outbursts are embarrassing
I wish it was as simple
As turning my mental off and back on again

Can't think before I speak
When I can barely breathe
I'm too high-strung
And I'm way too young for my hair to be silvering

In my brain, the questions never ending
Did I make a mistake with every decision?

Now I'm in autopilot
Just letting life fly by, right by
Don't even mind I'm not the one driving
Just wanna come along for the ride

I'm like an NPC
Nobody cares about me but me
How am I locked in this mystery?
In a synthetic reality...
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh...

You're awake in my low lines
Without a thought crossing my mind
Too tuned out to even eavesdrop on a stranger's conversation

My consciousness is copy and pasted
Ambition physically wasted
Same look now is on my face
My mind has never been so blank

Can't complain, my brain's in airplane mode
Left my cranium in a different ZIP code

Now I'm in autopilot
Just letting life fly by, right by
Don't even mind I'm not the one driving
Just wanna come along for the ride

I'm like an NPC
Nobody cares about me but me
How am I locked in this mystery?
In a synthetic reality...
Ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh