PARAMNESIA

God
Who am I and where am I?
I can't remember your name, don't bother me anymore
Don't bother me anymore
I'm not myself anymore
Everybody is staring at me
Watch my heart falls apart
I will detest all of you from hell
But I'm still alive
Why are you still laughing like a clown?
If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name
Why are you still laughing like a clown?
Your face is starting to distort
Crawling through the dark heading to my home
There was no one in front of me
Only one thing I knew about
Someday you'll destroy me
Why
I'm going to stab a knife on my "right heart"
The sky is crying again
Not planed like this (what do you want?)
You can take it out
You can take it out (what do you want?)
I don't need money, status or fame so give "myself" back
When ever I fall a sleep someone comes next to me
He just stays there with mouth closed
One day he said go to fucking hell
Oh
I'm going crazy
I'm not myself anymore
Everybody is staring at me
Watch my heart falls apart
I will detest all of you from hell
My story is shit
Crawling through the dark heading to my home
There was no one in front of me
Only one thing I knew about
Someday you'll destroy me
My sickness will never heel
Someone said yourself will be the savior
"Who the fuck are you"
What am I running from?
No matter how much I run away, I can't get far away
Keeps chasing me with the same distance
There is no wall in the dark
Paramnesia
Why are you still laughing like a clown?
If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name
Why are you still laughing like a clown?
Your face is starting to distort
Crawling through the dark heading to my home
There was no one in front of me
Only one thing I knew about
Crawling through the dark heading to my home
There was no one in front of me
Only one thing I knew about
Someday you'll destroy me
What else do you want from me?
Wake me up from the nightmare
Destroy
I will be destroy
I will take you with me