Cold Flame

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence

When you wasn't present I was left all to myself

You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you

Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]

Look, you used to have pride in me, used to spend time with me

The smile on your face that you had when you looked at me was something that shined to me

The love that you had give rise to a vision I really thought I could rеach

But that dream was shattered whеn I had to come face to face with reality

Listen, I know that you thought I was perfect and for me, that was my purpose

Look in my eyes, to you if I didn't have worth I had to be worthless

All I ever really wanted was somebody here to tell me that I worth it

Instead you cast me aside everyday I felt more like a burden

Man, I push myself to the edge again and again

Embracing this fire that's burning my skin

The moments we made, I could never forget, I just wanted that back, it don't matter the risk

And this pain that I took was a price I would spend if it mean that I could be here closer to him

I just wanted you to see me, I just wanted you to need me, I've turn so wretched down this path

I reached out for support, but there was nothing I could grab

You was supposed to be my dad, instead I felt more like your trash

Let me tell you 'bout what's missing since I know you'd never ask bout me

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

I just wanted acceptance, I just wanted your presence

When you wasn't present I was left all to myself

You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you

Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone

[Verse 2: Geno Five]

This pain is still Vivid, I wanna give you retribution

I wasn't made in your image, so I got a new resolution

I'm angry, I'm livid cause you think I'm useless, left me hanging, no noose, it's

Cause you think that I'm a nuisance, I exist, but you don't approve it, ooh

I was abandoned, you taken advantage, you made me go manic

I been so damaged, you don't understand it cause you gave me no chances

To explaining my side, you so inflated with pride, you careless

Now you're despised, you bring a flame to my eyes like a flare yea

Word to my poppa

Every Endeavor I conquer

Funny how you were my father

But didn't let me go farther

You wasn't letting me prosper

Needed help, you never offered

I was never thought of

Now you created a monster

It's probably Karma for what you said to me and all this trauma went to my head

Jealousy got the best of me, sometimes I wish we never met

It's only right, we're enemies since you had left me for dead

Maybe if I Cremate your legacy I'll urn your respect

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

I just wanted acceptance (wanted acceptance), I just wanted your presence (wanted your presence)

When you wasn't present I was left all to myself (all to myself)

You left me alone, now my fire burns so cold for you

Now my heart is unknown to you, the love is gone (love is gone) (love is gone)