playwright

(Falling out, falling out, falling out, falling out)
Oh, then I sit down, put away my cellphone, do it for my health
Then I'm gonna tell nobody the way I've felt
Tell tales tell everybody that I'm doing well, I'm not
Okay, still sitting down, open up my laptop, "can't talk now"
It's what I tell my friends, cause I'm writing about
Everything, every thought, every scene, every now
And then, I write about how my thoughts pull me down
Why are they so loud?
Why are they so mean?
Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight
Cause years of my life I'd feel the gaslights
Kept wasting my time, my friends would ask why
My tears won't pass now, I block it all out
Just shut myself down
It's so much more than what I wrote
What I wrote isn't all empirical at all
I'm gonna get out of my head, soak up the sunlight
And fall in love with life again
It's so much more than what I wrote
So you wanna read what I wrote from
Most of the week where I hoped for
Nobody to pose if I'm honest 'bout what's on my mental
I won't pretend to act like I don't dread
The palpable potential that I will only end up
Like what I've tried to end but
If I tried and I failed, would you probably feel
Like I've fallen to my own virtues?
This isn't a goodbye, it's far from that
I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you
It's so much more than what I wrote
What I wrote isn't all empirical at all
I'm gonna get out of my head, soak up the sunlight
And fall in love with life again (fall in love with)
Fall in love with life again
Fall in love
Fall in love with life again
Fall in love
Fall in love with life again
Fall in love
Fall in love with life again
Fall in love
It's so much more than what I wrote