Little Kid

I wanna climb the mountain like I did

When I was a little kid

But I've gotten so big and tall and wide

I'd probably crush it if I tried

I miss the pain of the heat on my thighs

When the sun had been beating on the playground slides

I miss when my world was as small as me

Just the neighbor kid and my family

I wanna wear my old sundress

But I'm so ugly now, I know I'd never fit

I wish I felt as pretty as I did

When I was a little kid

I wanna go back and try again

Maybe this time I can win

Cause I feel cheated, I feel sore

I feel angry, and I feel bored

There is no more wonder left

Now that I know everything

I wanna go back before I knew

Anything about the world, or anything about you

I wish my parents loved me like

I was still their brand new child

Before I ever lost their pride

Before they knew what I was inside

Now I feel heavy and I feel numb

I wanna get real stoned 'til I throw up

'Cause nothing feels the way it did

When I was a little kid