Control Freak

Why should I hold on so tight?
No room to breath my fight or flight
Caught up in this life, this chaotic ride
It's been devouring, consuming me
The fog won't clear for me, for me to see
When am I allowed to feel
So that I can learn to heal

Try to calm me down
I feel like I'm drowning
Control freak, controlling
How hard I'll hit the ground
How hard I'll hit the ground

Protecting myself
I'll reimagine my disguise
Cover up this dark well
A place I've buried all my lies
There's been some part of me, that can believe
Some things will change for me, for me to finally be allowed to heal
So that I can learn to feel, yeah

Try to calm me down
I feel like I'm drowning
Control freak, controlling
How hard I'll hit the ground
I can't calm down, it's got a hold of me
Control freak, controlling
How hard I'll hit the ground

I'm here watching the time disappear
Trying to slow my mind

Try to calm me down
I feel like I'm drowning
Control freak, controlling
How hard I'll hit the ground
I can't calm down, it's got a hold of me
Control freak, controlling
How hard I'll hit the ground

How hard I'll hit the ground