Trying

If the words could speak as fast my mind

I′d leave the masses behind

Take it a day and one glass at a time

I wrote a song mentioning Hennessy

When I didn't know better

I hope it didn′t push a pure soul to future endeavors

Involving alcohol to numb the pain

Or smoking instead of

Facing obstacle head up

I lay my head on my pillow

And hope I never fall asleep

Until I change for better

A perfectionist, and a critic of myself I can't let up

I put my life in these records

Holding thoughts in

Get boxеd in my temperament fеd up

On a pedestal get up

Off the high horse and a find source so you won't forget her

I know you still thinking of her I heard u still writing letters

Say did you get the messages that I sent

I bleed the ink when I writing

Did you forget think about again

I′m full of sin but I′m trying

Say did you get the messages that I sent

You know I put it in writing for you

Cuz it's more easy for me moving the pen

Can′t move my tongue without biting

Ok, hiding in plain sight

If it was a snake it might try to bite you

So hang tight, don't move until further notice

I probably got stage fright

In a interview they asked me who I′m writing to I ain't lie

I just didn′t tell the truth

Cause who is you to interrogate

They don't know that I barely made

The decision to give away

The songs you sing along to

Every uploads a hesitate

Then I sit and wait

And watch my life get played and congratulated

The life of a artist

I'm glad I made it to 2nd base

See right now I′m breaking even

When I′m traveling state to state

And believe me that's big in this Industry

So I′m giving thanks

If you feeling gracious sing this

So I know that my letter made it

Forever Yours signed and dated, play this

Say did you get the messages that I sent

I bleed the ink when I writing

Did you forget think about again

I'm full of sin but I′m trying

Say did you get the messages that I sent

You know I put it in writing for you

Cuz it's more easy for me moving the pen

Can′t move my tongue without biting