Blonde

[Verse 1]

When I was blonde I was depressed

Performatively feminine, hooked on Ritalin

When I was blonde I was the best

Smoking carcinogens, not eating anything again

[Pre-Chorus]

Runnin', runnin', runnin', baby, what is there to cry about? I don't know

Isn't it so easy now to see it when it's all zoomed out, oh

[Chorus]

'Cause I know that girl, she's not my friend

And I'm never going back again

And I love her still, but I can't pretend

That I'm never going back again

[Verse 2]

When I was blonde I was so blessed

Couldn't get out of bed, live my life alone in my head

Chemical bonds hung by a thread

Read on the internet, sorry if you felt mislead

[Pre-Chorus]

Runnin', runnin', runnin', baby, what is there to scream about? I don't know

Isn't it so easy now to see it when it's all zoomed out, oh

[Chorus]

'Cause I know that girl, she's not my friend

And I'm never going back again

And I love her still, but I can't pretend

That I'm never going back again

[Bridge]

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

[Chorus]

'Cause I know that girl clawing at her skin

Silver screen queen, candle handle wind

And I love her still, even in the end

But I'm never going back again

[Post-Chorus]

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you

I forgive you