Morphine Cloud

One single night, one single day
Before it all just sweeps away
With the paradise I do not know
Through the joy I never had
I'm all alone on my isolated throne

Why have you forsaken me?
Why?
Why have you forsaken me?
Why?

The days outnumbered themselves into the grey
And life cries, a dream dies
Out into the blackness
Stretches for an empty cup
A chalice to collect the tears
That I keep to myself

I gaze upon the mystery
This lovelorn identity
Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter

This morphine cloud hanging over me
Like a snow-white curtain
This beautiful haze overruns me
So I erase myself from you
The cure for my sanity
And here I am
Unwilling to forgive myself

So lost in this remedy
Your spirit is haunting me
Consumed by indifference
I scream in your silence
Where shadows conceals me
I'm cursed to search for you

Oh feeble, ungrateful heart
Paralyzed you drown with me
Intoxicate this bitter reality
Under the screens of apathy

Oh feeble, ungrateful heart
Paralyzed you drown with me
Intoxicate this bitter reality
Under the screens of apathy

The dream died before it was born
Innocence is lost and so am I
But still I pretend to be strong
Still I wonder where I belong

You whisper to me
Gently in my sleep
To leave this world behind
And I gaze upon the mystery
This lovelorn identity
Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter