Deeper

[Verse: 1]

Wake up, put my shit on and i go to school

Clothes new, fresh pressed, yes i'm looking cool

Ride the bus thinking bout a trifling woman

Gossiping bitches say she sucked 4 niggas up

At the damn same time, she couldn't get enough

No strings attached benefits,  she was in love

Thinking to myself,  she must have a reason

Seeing is believing,  guess we need to have a meeting

[Verse: 2]

One day, i was walking through the hallway

This girls books got knocked down

But she kept a straight face

The kids who did it started laughing as they walk away

Helped her get her shit up, i asked if she was okay

Said she used to this type of abuse

In my mind i'm wondering how long until she get a noose

Face full of bruises

Marks on her arms

Said with a smile, those drugs must keep you calm huh

She smiled back, what are you gonna judge me too?

Naw i don't know the things you been through

I'm not a saint by any means on my soul

Life is a play and the maker handed me a role

In this world, i wasn't born perfect, and neither were you

Devils in red dresses have the best perfume

Let me show you what this friendship shit mean

Give me your hand, stand up, walk with me

[Verse: 3]

I was the only motherfucker she could talk to

She told me bout how them niggas rode the train on her caboose

Her father popping bottles always in his fucking sorrow

That's why she got fresh bruises for tomorrow

He resent her since she look like her mother

She left his ass for a better significant other

That nigga isn't a father, he's a bitch with a dick

His daughter tired of putting up with the bullshit

So she told me she was gonna turn her life around

She had her eyes set, going for that cap and gown

Got clean from all them drugs she found solace in

And Didn't pick it up when they call again

It was good until she got splattered on a car hood

The driver and his friends was wasted coming from a party

Gone too soon,  she wasn't meant to be clean

Now only her essence walks with me

[Verse: 4]

Its been a long time since i thought about her

I just had to keep it moving i'm living without her

Taken from the world with nothing good done

The reaper is silent then its gone

They wouldn't let her change her habits, not a single one

Look within, thinking will i change myself?

Don't think i can

Does that mean i'm going against what she wanted to achieve?

With all the good will i have in my being

Nothing will change, all i can say is sorry