ME PROBLEM

Hello, It’s me
I’m the one in the corner with anxiety
I hate small talk, talk deep
learned social skills in therapy
And now I’m
Stuck at a party
Trying to fit in with normies so I say
Hello It’s me
(why did I say it like that)
I see your lips are moving but
I can’t really tune in
cus I am somewhere else in my head
Oh, did I smile at the right time?
My mind is going offline
(Is this where I come in)
I’m so scared of losing it
you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,
I say I’m fine, that’s a myth
But that’s a me problem, me pro
off the script, forget my lines
And trauma dump this random guy
I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, (me problems)
It’s me, hello
Can’t sleep cus of what I said years ago
Like thanks, you too
when the waiter said enjoy your food
I don’t do sad, I do devastated
I don’t do happy, I do exhilarated
wave back at somebody
waving to someone behind me
so I just smile and pretend there’s a fly
I’m so scared of losing it
you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,
I say I’m fine, that’s a myth
But that’s a me problem, me pro
off the script, forget my lines
and trauma dump this random guy
I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, me problems
It’s giving depression
It’s giving anxiety
It’s giving tired
It’s giving quarter life crisis still living with my parents like
Boohoo
Drunk crying in my new shoes
Telling strangers “I love you”
Then I wake up to a half a dusin missed calls on the floor of the girls bathroom stall like
Chorus
I’m so scared of losing it
you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,
I say I’m fine, that’s a myth
But that’s a me problem, me pro
off the script, forget my lines
and trauma dump this random guy
I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, me problems