i’ve been thinking

I’ve been thinking about how you touched me then

I’ve been thinking about how you were my friend

I remember the way that you moved

I’ve been thinking of things we could do

It’s that moment before when we could have stopped

What a chemical thing I should be let off

Why do all the bad things feel so good?

Would you do it again? I would

I’ve been thinking about your life before

Did she know we were out? Does she know it’s more?

Is it terrible that I don’t care?

All I see is your hands in my hair

It’s so terrible that we don’t care

All I want is your hands in my hair