February

[Verse]

It's February, it's much different from the past year

That was the worst time, the opposite of cashmere

And you know when life kicks you all in your ass rear

When you down to your last blunt while you downing your last beer

Catching your close friends in every lie

Had you wiping your hands clean 'til they were sanitary dry

Then you noticed the snow was standing very high

Because yesterday it fell from the January sky

Now it's February and the world feels a lot colder

You and your girl parted ways, so you cannot hold her

She said she wanted to get married back in October

Probably why in the month of May is when you got sober

But in February you felt the teardrops slide

Down your face when your faith began to lopside

This around the same time my nigga pops died

Dress shoes, suit, the tie up at the top's tied

Look at all the drama it brung

This time of year when I was young, snowflakes was on my tongue

We played freeze tag or had a snowball fight

'Til the curb on the streetlight would grow all bright

Couldn't ride our bicycles, slippery sidewalks, icicles

Cold as a deli sandwich with the sliced pickles

That's when advice trickles down from generation

Like counting all your friends on one hand

Or "if you don't stand for anything, you'll fall for everything"

Because you wasn't smart, it plays a part in

Why your heart holds a heavy sting

Oh, February, February

You took a friend from me who wasn't just some celeb you buried

He inspired us all musically

You came around and changed things, I want it how it used to be

[Outro]

Man, fuck that nigga Elzhi (Think he gon' teach me something)

Talking about he was spitting and shit

That nigga don't be spitting (That's all the fucking, you two)

One more time (Can't teach me shit)

(I already knew I was spitting before I saw that shit)

Nah, I ain't saying it like that, that's [what] that nigga be saying

One more time (You got a IG?) (How many followers you got?)

All them local niggas? (You got 20?)

Ehh, get something about it, for real! (You are underground)

Nigga. and he didn't have me, he ain't shit

(He's underground, he's so underground, man)

I go!

(I don't have time for this shit)