I Messed Up

[Intro: Joe Budden]

Superstar Music, Joey

Uh, Emanny

Ha, uh

Uh, and it go, uh

Talk to her

[Verse 1: Emanny]

This wasn’t what it’s s'posed to be

I went from having fun to having fantasies

And I had every chance to get you 'way from me

But now I'm just coming back like a fiend, you went from a slide to a friend

Then another, now you're everything (Fiend)

Tryna lie and tell myself that you ain’t anything (Fiend)

But I'm in your bed with my phone off

Should be out the door but I doze off

When I know I should be leaving

But I can’t control how I am feeling, girl

[Chorus: Emanny]

I messed up

I started to care

Wish I could leave her right after we finish

But I stay in it

I messed up

I fell in love with her

Not what I wanted or needed

But found it, now tryna lose it

I messed up

I messed up, yeah

I messed up

Yeah

[Verse 2: Emanny]

Never did it occur to me

That one night of passion could ever lead to you being the one for me

Can’t believe I let you get close to me

I'm out of my mind to ever think that I could keep this up without getting

Caught up with the reality

Try to lie and tell myself you don’t mean anything

But I'm in your bed with my clothes off

Should put a condom on but we go raw

And I know I might be tripping

But I can’t ignore how you're feeling

[Chorus: Emanny (Joe Budden)]

I messed up

I started to care

Wish I could leave her right after we finish

But I stay in it

I messed up

I fell in love with her

Not what I wanted or needed

But found it, now tryna lose it

I messed up

I messed up, yeah

I messed up (I mean)

Yeah (We all do, check this, uh)

[Verse 3: Joe Budden]

I mean we started out respectable

Was just a good time, but it opened mind when she was bisexual

And now I'm confused as I stare at the ceiling while laying in bed witchu, no senses like a vegetable

You the type of chick that I tell my niggas I’d never do

Was s'posed to be the pop off, top me off every time she got dropped off

Somewhere in there all morals got lost

It's looking like assault without a weapon (How?)

Shawty wit' her guard down and me without protection

Was taught that you can’t tame a ho (Nah,) but if you should try

And get denied you shouldn’t blame a ho, that’s the only game she know

But I keep a poker face, 'cause with all the shit that I hear about her

It'd be a shame if niggas knew that really I cared about her

Started out respectable (Uh,) was just a good time

But opened my mind when she was that flexible, changed the whole set of rules

Now instead of calling shawty a cab, I let her stay

And honestly she might be the best mistake I ever make

[Chorus: Emanny]

I messed up (Oh)

I started to care (Started to care)

Wish I could leave her right after we finish

But I stay in it

I messed up

I fell in love with her (Oh, I fell in love with her)

Not what I wanted or needed

But found it, now tryna lose it

I messed up (I messed up)

I messed up, baby

Woah, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, I messed up