Terrified

Everyday I wake up in the seam
Somewhere in the middle between
Screamin' out in ecstasy
And breakin' down in misery, ha
And even though I'm trying my best
I'm a little out of my depths
Freak out at the smallest things
Scared of fuckin' everything

And they say I should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck"
I'm terrified

Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified

Now I'm even scared of my bed
Don't wanna be alone in my head
Dreamin' of the tragedy
So alone time is bad for me
So I end up gettin' all drunk
'Til I don't even know what I've done
Pour me up another please
Poison my anxieties

And they say I should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck"
I'm terrified

Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified
Oh, oh-oh

I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck"
I'm terrified
And they say that I should enjoy the ride
Losin' my mind and I don't know why
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin', when I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck"
I'm terrified

Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no, no)
Oh, oh-oh, I'm terrified (No, no-no-no, oh)
Oh, oh-oh

I'm puttin' my hands up, like "Oh fuck"
I'm terrified