I Love Myself

[Verse 1: Eshon Burgundy]

When I first wanted to rap

I can't front man I fronted the facts

Fabricated every single statement that I ever made

At a young age said I'm running wit gats

No body shots man I'm coming for hats I'm at 'cha melon

Cool guy in real life but I'm a felon

On tracks

Then I set my pants on fire

Liar liar singing to the choir let me fall back

Then I fell on my knees and said oh Lord please a young fella need help

Told me He was all I need to love everybody else including myself

[Hook: Eshon Burgundy]

I love myself

And it's okay you feel a type of way

Ain't nothin' corny bout dat

I love myself

I'm a Christian rapper I ain't no actor man I'm really bout dat

My lifestyle realer than it's ever been

Even though you might be thinking it's irrelevant

It's realer

Fo' realer

On my mama I ain't never been a killa

[Verse 2: Eshon Burgundy]

In 06' I wanted them to trust us

So I said I was the hope pheind hustler

And then I dropped "A note for the hopeless"

That was 09' when I got focused

Just being honest if they looking they can find us 'cause we out here hiding in the open

Been grindin' but it ain't mere talent

It's an honor I could ever be a spokesman coaching

Players in the game of life

Might look like a dealer but we ain't alike

And I ain't better

I ain't said I was a angel at all

But I ain't finna stand here like

I don't love myself

[Hook]

[Verse 3: Eshon Burgundy]

I'm just trying to figure things out

Has there ever been anybody to ever take the same route

Qualified by the streets I was raised

8yrs young when I caught my first fade

5yrs young when I think I got saved

Got my testimony on the block in PA

Plenty things God used to bring about change

I could load 'em up and let 'em go like a gun range

I remember they was blowing kush in my face

Told me I was broke go ahead and smoke

Might as well wallow in ya sorrow

Unless you hit the lotto go and hit the bottle

Nope

Couldn't make me sell crack either

And I was trying to get chicken like the next man

Heard a false preacher say I need a bankroll so I was praying for the green like a jets fan

When I think back

Bout where where I ain't yet

I could've went and got it all like a blank check

Could be mad that I ain't got a hundred J's

All up on the stage wit a hundred chains

But I am a good father to my kids

Made a honest woman out of their mother

And I love her like cake on the plate of a fat kid

I'm real I ain't gone walk up on you like a undercover

Came as I was to the throne of Heaven and made a shameless plug

In the name of Christ Lord take my life

I know ya pain is love

Martin Luther King went to jail over 14 times and he ain't a thug

So where you think I'm going huh?where the prophecy going or to hang at the club

[Bridge: Kendrick Lamar]

I've lost my head

I must misread what the good book said

It woes me be, it's a jungle inside

I give myself again until the well runs dry, I

[Outro: Eshon Burgundy]

I love myself (x6)

On my mama I ain't never been a killa