Inside My Head

[Produced by Balistiq]

[Verse 1]

I know people read my tweets and think that I've gone crazy

But so do I, I've lost my mind

So good at helping others, I should help myself sometimes

Don't like to be a burden on anybody else

Went to the doctors, said he couldn't help

Made me tick a couple boxes about how I felt

Answered some awkward questions he asked

Left out the drugs, dabbled in my past

Said "when's the last time you laughed, or went through a day without grieving?"

Tried not to crumble, stared at the ceiling

Who's this weak bitch consumed by feelings?

I used to be flying, but now I'm here kneeling

[Hook]

You're an impostor, I don't know your name

Feel completely different, but, looking just the same

Who's that bitch in the mirror?

Getting thinner by the day

Two days later, swear I've put back on the weight

I go up and down

A bit like throwing rocks at the ground

I go up and down

Put in the toast, take out the bread (what?)

I think there's something wrong inside my head

[Verse 2]

Oh my God, let's all go fucking crazy

Get things started, knock back drinks and act retarded

Hit some parties

Maybe I'll convince myself I'm not mardy

Went for a shit, all you got was a fart

Told a couple jokes but nobody laughed

Future's bright, past is dark

When you're close to the end, where the fuck do you start?

Friends went missing

All these actors show up when they think you've got a pot to piss in

Making all these tunes but nobody's listening

(so whats coming next?)

I don't know what songs I wanna make

I don't know what path I wanna take

Everybody's trying to point out real to the fake

I take their advice, so what, now you're my mate?

Great! We're best friends!

I'll never be sad again

Fuck my stage name, call me Hen

Keeping it real in a world pretend where girls talk less than the men

(Oi bruv did you hear?)

They'll disappear, and I'll still be here, even more alone than before

Guess there's more space for me when I walk through the door

Head held high and my feet on the floor

[Hook]