Torn

I'm walking through fields of the fallen alone in silence

I'm praising their courage I envy their loss

My steps leaves marks of another forsaken soul

My choices might haunt me forever

Until I'm gone

With so much lost in anger

Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem fatal

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different, only things were different

My soul and my inside's been coloured

And there is no silence

Not distant from courage I'm wearing the loss

My eyes sees the dawn of another horizon

My battle it rages forever

With so much lost in anger

Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem fatal

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different

If only things were brought to me in a different shade

Shown to me so that I could relate

Lock all doors that would make me stray

And offer me a brand new day

Never claimed to be someone I'm not

And always feared to be forgotten

So led astray that I lost all worth

So torn by wounds in a world of hurt

With so much lost in anger

Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem fatal

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different if only things were

If only things were different if only things were ...