Conversations (Alternative Version)

I can never change
Even if she asked
Better than I ever got

Smoking just to fill the silence
Never mentioned the silence
Never talked about

Holding off, he's overcome,
But slowly reads the finer lot
By the reasons he stayed
The reasons it fades over and over

Don't you find it's harder when you're down?
Such an obvious reason
But nonetheless it's ours
Take the time to figure out the sound
Over and over and over and over

I can never say, something in the way
Wishing there was one way out
Finding all the pieces
I left now that it's changed
Ever since we found another town

No help but feel older
I feel it on my shoulders
The smoke fills your broken mouth
Better than the thought of losing what was caught up
Over and over

Don't you find it
All it seems as though we're falling in directions
That don't allow ourselves to lose our conversations
All that I wish
There's many ways in which it calls without a question
And there it flows into our mind
An intervention
Don't you find it's harder when you're down?
Slowly sinking from the unknown sound
Light that cigarette to make the words fall out
And try again