Etched You In

Oh no, you're scattered brain called on me
My anxiety
Got kicked between the legs, not again
What am I trying to be?
If not a ghost, then a foe but I
Get no room to speak
I can't be food trapped here in your web
Just fucking eat me

Try so hard to
Not act on impulse
Experience different results

If I leave the light on
You know I'm a moron
Wasting days at home
Wish you could be here
I couldn't remember
So I etched you in this poem

There's all these things on the walls that jump
Out and scream at me
Your imprint isn't just ink it's like
Fine embroidery

Try so hard to
Not act on impulse
Experience different results

If I leave the light on
You know I'm a moron
Wasting days at home
Wish you could be here
Perpetual nightmare
I etched you in this poem

If I leave the light on
You know I'm a moron
Wasting days at home
Wish you could be here
I couldn't remember so
I etched you in this poem

I'll get it right
I'll get it back someday
Turn out the light
And live more honestly