Heartless

Why can't I say no - temptations plague my heart.
Like a steel-trap – I'm caught can't turn away.
How will I get up from these sheets and walk away.
How many times can I pass through the fire, before I get burned alive?
How can I hurt myself, more than anyone else.
How can anyone help me If I can't help myself.
Why can't I say no while guilt follows me.
Like the shadows on the wall.
Shame runs though me like a blade to the chest.
This Fear keeps me from letting you in.
So I'll stand alone.
Lost and alone.
When it's my actions to defend.
And my heart the judge.
I'll find myself guilty.
For the things - I have done.
I am heartless.