on the porch

You were inside my room

You were inside my room and I was on mushrooms
In that moment, love you
Knew what it meant, loved you
Knew what it meant, fuck you
I burned your love letter on the porch
I burned your love letter on the porch
Need a peephole for my bedroom door

And when you act like that
Oh, I'm so exhausted
You make me so mad
Excuses I could get lost in
And I'm trying not to hate
(Trying not to hate, trying not to hate, trying not to hate, trying not to hate)
Myself but your cake tasted great
(Trying not to hate, trying not to hate, trying not to hate)

Everything you promised me
Reversing, you astonish me
I want you gone like honestly
You're tearing me apart
I came to you with honesty
I came to you with everything
You came to me without everything
Tearing out my heart

You were inside my room and I was on mushrooms
In that moment, love you
Knew what it meant, loved you
Knew what it meant, fuck you
I burned your love letter on the porch
I burned your love letter on the porch
Need a peephole for my bedroom door

If I built a jetpack
I would go out way up
I would not regret that
'Cause at least I'd feel safe
That's why I'm scared now
Used to know who did this
I need a new defense, better make it failsafe

Te- Tell me why you thought that I would love it when you do
Everything that makes you you
I like most of what makes you you
But I tried to make it private
Was I muffled by the makeup on your eyelids
I can not be silent
'Cause you fucked up my environment
Next time that you wave at me
'Cause you wanna say "Hi" you missed