the way it goes

I made you leave
I fucked up trapped in your mind
I can't get out
Who the fuck gon stop me now
In between the doubt and the dark
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see
Pretend that I'm allowed to choose
You like how I drive fast like I got nothing to lose
Cuz I don't
44 times 2, what I'm doing on it
Really I just wanna see if it scares me, will it
Ben a couple months since I felt shit
But maybe that's something you can help with
Just hear me out
Come near me now
Let's go, meow, oh wow
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see
Wait, accelerated too fast now I gotta drive reverse
Crying while I'm driving like I'm following a hearse
When it's my turn to be in it, bitch I want an epitaph
My gravestone gon be iPad with a bunch of paragraphs on how cool I was
Hmm lemme dedicate it
This one for the queer kids
Pioneers of the weird shit
Aren't you tired of being nice
Don't you wanna go apeshit
Come on let me hear you say it
I know, it's not faire, King Richard
Everywhere I go, they stare and take pictures
Strangers say I'm the bravest and I can't tell if it's sarcasm or not
Yeah, well my friends say I look famous
It happens when you dress for the job that you want, right
That's what I'm supposed to do
Become somebody iconic what I'm supposed to do
You taking pictures, they look good so imma post a few
The tiny picture is right now I'm tryna smoke with you
I wanna blow some chemicals into the sky with you
I wanna cuddle, wanna eat hot chip and lie with you
Yeah I could die with you
And I wish that you could feel it too
But that's not the way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I try I see
The way it goes for me
The same mistakes
It's every time
I try to lead you back to me
But every time I