Scrapped Thoughts

I don't know how to keep myself calm

That's all just because I usually dont't write love song

No one ever told you how'd you gave me chills

I still Laying in the dark taking toxicated pills

Somewhere in my thoughts i percieved that I'm dreaming

That Would'nt be that worst as i know that you are leaving

I loved & you paranoid will be reflected by my rhymes

All i just wanted you to stand there by my side

For you it may be non-sense words that i mourn

But only Geoffrey can spit these verses from underground

Girl you look Fab with your tiny nose pin on

These are the things that usually turn me on

Now you'll think that i'm exaggerating with these words combine

But i just wanted to scream these words out of my mind

You said that you don't love me ok that's fine

But don't you let me see you for one last feakin' time

Don't make me say that you are my sunshine

Like Beautiful blue berries hanging from Oak Vine

If I Had An oppertunity I would have blazed this track

After going through this,I hope You Hit me Right back

I don't guess you as Expertise but you have to acknowledge

I'm Goddamn flawless but now I'm Mentally Retarded

This boy will stop or purge these brews

At last He Has to say he loves You.................

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I am still wondering why i turned my all hopes upon you & why your rejection made me feel that bad.....I don't know whether your boy is playboy or not......if you .5% think i am bad don't reply me back....This time i won't toxify myself cuz now i'm strong enough to come over your rejection.....Btw i wrote those verses the night i got rejected'i wrote them for you that's why i thought you should be aware of that.Anyways this shit is......Anxiously waiting for your response.....maybe positive this time Laraib